so ive been writing a lot this summer. gonna make some art soon. but i figured id put words on paper first to give me ideas.
here you go, these are some short monologue-ish things. some poetry, some not. whatever you get the idea:
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I stay on my toes
Game face on
Smack you when you touch me
Smile always
Pretend to like you
Count my money
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Baby
I grate away my expectations of decency on the abrasiveness of your attitude towards the idea of commitment. Yet I continue to call you baby and pretend you didn’t say it because I’m disgustingly shallow and in love with your body that is covered in tattoos, secretly hoping that your mind could be just as beautiful if I just kept thinking it could be.
I allow myself to be something for you to do and I love it because for those few minutes I think if I keep doing it long enough I can convince you to change, baby.
I was hanging my hopes for courtesy and consideration of me on your ten-inch dick. It was honest. When you get soft, baby, those hopes fall off and go crashing to the floor.
I pick them up and save them for next time.
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suggestions/comments welcome.
i love you all and miss you.
N
ps- post some fucking art up here, jeez!
